kungfufighting: (pick me teacher)
Sorry about the Weight Watchers related blabbing in advance. Skip it if you must - you've been warned.

Yesterday, I had a sort of whiny pout fit about the diet. It had been two days, the day before had been an insanely difficult one, and I wanted so badly to just go out to eat with Meridan, load up on fast food and ignore the entire thing. Fuck it. It's hard, so I HAVE TO QUIT. Right?

At that point, Meridan reminded me of the most important thing: I had prepaid for 3 months of WW membership.

I might be able to ignore a lot of things, but I would never have gotten over the guilt of that wasted money. It's not a lot, but it's enough to feel guilty over.

Anyways. I got through it, had a tasty sandwich at Subway that kept me full for a really long time, and finished out the night being able to splurge on half a hot dog and two (light) beers without guilt. Wow.

And now, after being on this diet for only 3 1/2 days, I've lost 4 pounds. I'm not starving all the time. I bought pants for my upcoming cosplay in a size that's a little snug and difficult to button, confident that by September, they'll fit just fine. I think I'm nearly over the worst of the cravings.

My goals are simple. All I want is to be out of so-called plus sized clothes. My weight loss goal doesn't even exceed the amount I gained on the birth control (a whopping 30 pounds. Might as well get pregnant, folks - I'd probably gain LESS). After that, bah. I have a fiance who loves me to pieces just the way I am, and I don't need anything more than that.

Good times.

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