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Nothing is going right.
My knitting sucks. I've been trying to work on the simplest fucking pattern for an hour and I can't get past the seventh row. I don't fucking know why. It's goddamn easy! I hate the M1 increase. I think that's why. If I had more balls, I'd rewrite the pattern with a kfb increase, but I know right now, with the way I am, I'd mess it up.
I also started my period this afternoon and it is ALL SHEN'S FAULT. We've been friends for so long that we can go days and days without seeing one another, but if we hang out when she's having her period and I'm not, by god, it'll start as soon as I get home. WTF WTF WTF. Now there are cramps. CRAMPS.
I have ice cream and I don't even want it. It's not going to fix anything. I couldn't play any video games earlier, cause I kept fucking those up. And I slept in today, so I can't even go to bed early to start fresh tomorrow - I'm wide awake. Wide awake and incapable of getting anything done.
I wanted to go get new yarn today so badly, and I couldn't because my mom didn't get back with the car in time for me to get to Joann's. So, I'm trying to knit with the same motherfucking skein of brown yarn that I've been trying to get rid of for months. It's all splitty and the needles are too slippery and I JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT IT AAAAAAGH.
I honestly don't know what to do with myself right now. I wish that my debit card had come earlier so that I could have started my Netflix account up again (or started a Blockbuster online account, which I'll probably do instead) and bought the damn phone card I need so that I can call Ecuador and whine to Meridan because THAT'S WHAT HE SIGNED ON FOR AND IT'S HIS JOB NOW AAAAAAAAA.
Okay. Okay. Here's what's going to happen. I'm going to calm the hell down and make a decision about which online movie rental thing to go with. Alright, I pick Blockbuster, since with the 2 DVD plan, I can have 3 in-store exchanges a month. Now, I will go make a massive queue, since I've never rented online with them before. But first, I will take some Advil and eat something and breathe.
God, I'm high maintenance.
My knitting sucks. I've been trying to work on the simplest fucking pattern for an hour and I can't get past the seventh row. I don't fucking know why. It's goddamn easy! I hate the M1 increase. I think that's why. If I had more balls, I'd rewrite the pattern with a kfb increase, but I know right now, with the way I am, I'd mess it up.
I also started my period this afternoon and it is ALL SHEN'S FAULT. We've been friends for so long that we can go days and days without seeing one another, but if we hang out when she's having her period and I'm not, by god, it'll start as soon as I get home. WTF WTF WTF. Now there are cramps. CRAMPS.
I have ice cream and I don't even want it. It's not going to fix anything. I couldn't play any video games earlier, cause I kept fucking those up. And I slept in today, so I can't even go to bed early to start fresh tomorrow - I'm wide awake. Wide awake and incapable of getting anything done.
I wanted to go get new yarn today so badly, and I couldn't because my mom didn't get back with the car in time for me to get to Joann's. So, I'm trying to knit with the same motherfucking skein of brown yarn that I've been trying to get rid of for months. It's all splitty and the needles are too slippery and I JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT IT AAAAAAGH.
I honestly don't know what to do with myself right now. I wish that my debit card had come earlier so that I could have started my Netflix account up again (or started a Blockbuster online account, which I'll probably do instead) and bought the damn phone card I need so that I can call Ecuador and whine to Meridan because THAT'S WHAT HE SIGNED ON FOR AND IT'S HIS JOB NOW AAAAAAAAA.
Okay. Okay. Here's what's going to happen. I'm going to calm the hell down and make a decision about which online movie rental thing to go with. Alright, I pick Blockbuster, since with the 2 DVD plan, I can have 3 in-store exchanges a month. Now, I will go make a massive queue, since I've never rented online with them before. But first, I will take some Advil and eat something and breathe.
God, I'm high maintenance.
