I am completely sabotaging myself when it comes to this math class. I didn't go again today, because I was too damn depressed. Seriously. I couldn't get out of bed until just now. I was also tired as fuck, but yeah, mostly depressed. I try and do my homework every time it's due, but it's so much work that I can't get through it all, and I get depressed, so I avoid class.
I'm just horribly overwhelmed at the moment. It happens periodically, I suppose. This has been another rough quarter - I took on a lot of responsibility and a lot of work, and it's stressful. I, of course, tend to ignore my stress levels rising until I go crazy. So that's awesome.
Luckily, I have the nicest boss in the world, who understands me and always tells me that as long as I keep him in the loop, he's happy to give me any time I need. I'm going to shoot for an A in my other two classes to make this better, but I have to get a C in this math class or it won't count for my degree. HAVE TO.
And thank god that Central Washington University only requires a 2.5 GPA to get in, because I'm really afraid of ending up with below a 3.0 this quarter.
I think I'll make myself go to history class today just so I don't feel like a complete loser. Then, I have a huge takehome midterm to finish tonight for my education class. So awesome.
It's just community college! What the hell? Why is it killing me like this? Yes, it's a very tough degree program at this college, probably second only to the nursing program, but still... seriously?
I'm just horribly overwhelmed at the moment. It happens periodically, I suppose. This has been another rough quarter - I took on a lot of responsibility and a lot of work, and it's stressful. I, of course, tend to ignore my stress levels rising until I go crazy. So that's awesome.
Luckily, I have the nicest boss in the world, who understands me and always tells me that as long as I keep him in the loop, he's happy to give me any time I need. I'm going to shoot for an A in my other two classes to make this better, but I have to get a C in this math class or it won't count for my degree. HAVE TO.
And thank god that Central Washington University only requires a 2.5 GPA to get in, because I'm really afraid of ending up with below a 3.0 this quarter.
I think I'll make myself go to history class today just so I don't feel like a complete loser. Then, I have a huge takehome midterm to finish tonight for my education class. So awesome.
It's just community college! What the hell? Why is it killing me like this? Yes, it's a very tough degree program at this college, probably second only to the nursing program, but still... seriously?