I definitely don't want to turn 23.
Really. All joking aside about 30 equaling death and whatnot, I'm feeling like shit. I'm not ready for this. I haven't done anything with my life yet. I feel like the last 5 years have been a complete waste.
Part of me wants to sit and bitch about it for the next month. But another part of me, the part that's slowly taking over, is telling me that I just need to put all the fanfare and insanity aside and just find the path I need to focus on. I need to start on something so that when 30 really does roll around, I won't regret it.
Really. All joking aside about 30 equaling death and whatnot, I'm feeling like shit. I'm not ready for this. I haven't done anything with my life yet. I feel like the last 5 years have been a complete waste.
Part of me wants to sit and bitch about it for the next month. But another part of me, the part that's slowly taking over, is telling me that I just need to put all the fanfare and insanity aside and just find the path I need to focus on. I need to start on something so that when 30 really does roll around, I won't regret it.