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Dec. 5th, 2008 02:08 amIt is motherfucking cold up in this bastard. Daayum.
Sometimes, I'm doing really well, and other times, I don't see how I'm going to make it through the winter with my sanity intact. Another four months stuck in Lacey, another four months with my insane mother and horribly bratty brother, and yet another four months where Meridan and I have to park his van in a church parking lot at 2:00 AM just to grab a few intimate moments together.
I had to drop my class. We didn't have the money to pay my tuition. My father is going to do his best to help me with the money to pay my old loan as he promised, but it's too late for my class. I can't help but be sad about this.
My mouth is a mess. My tooth stopped hurting as much, which I know means that the root is now dead, so a root canal is imminent. However, the other side of my mouth is killing me, and I assumed at first that it was because I'd been doing all my chewing on it, but when I really look at it, I think it's because my wisdom tooth is doing that thing again where it starts to come in and then stops. It's really damn painful, and when I go back to the left side to chew because of it, even though the other tooth hurts less, it's still really sensitive to cold or heat, which sucks.
I'm not trying to be a huge downer, but I'm having trouble finding things to be all that happy about. I'm trying to jam as much time as I can into the next week to spend with Aleph before he leaves on Tuesday, but after that, I'm probably going to go on autopilot until winter quarter starts.
I should try and find a new job. Maybe that would motivate me.
Sometimes, I'm doing really well, and other times, I don't see how I'm going to make it through the winter with my sanity intact. Another four months stuck in Lacey, another four months with my insane mother and horribly bratty brother, and yet another four months where Meridan and I have to park his van in a church parking lot at 2:00 AM just to grab a few intimate moments together.
I had to drop my class. We didn't have the money to pay my tuition. My father is going to do his best to help me with the money to pay my old loan as he promised, but it's too late for my class. I can't help but be sad about this.
My mouth is a mess. My tooth stopped hurting as much, which I know means that the root is now dead, so a root canal is imminent. However, the other side of my mouth is killing me, and I assumed at first that it was because I'd been doing all my chewing on it, but when I really look at it, I think it's because my wisdom tooth is doing that thing again where it starts to come in and then stops. It's really damn painful, and when I go back to the left side to chew because of it, even though the other tooth hurts less, it's still really sensitive to cold or heat, which sucks.
I'm not trying to be a huge downer, but I'm having trouble finding things to be all that happy about. I'm trying to jam as much time as I can into the next week to spend with Aleph before he leaves on Tuesday, but after that, I'm probably going to go on autopilot until winter quarter starts.
I should try and find a new job. Maybe that would motivate me.
